Confidence

The amount of time I've had to myself this week whilst revising has given me TOO much time to think (mostly about fangirl related issues lets be honest), but also on other things which I relate to myself as one of my biggest personal problems.

I've never been confident in the presence of new people. 

As soon as I get to know you though, trust my friends, I won't shut up and I'll probably become mostly annoying.

This is why whenever I meet new people I completely disappoint myself every time, because I know how much fun and laughter I could have with them if I just had the courage to open myself up a bit more and not be afraid of their response.

I think the main phobia is having to make up a response, on the spot, and not being sure how they are going to respond.

We've all had those moments where you don't know what to say, and for me, every time I meet someone new it is my constant fear that they won't like me or will respond in a way which I won't expect.

To conquer these boundaries before I go onto college I have decided to throw myself into more situations with every opportunity I get, and try to teach myself to see the advantages of meeting new people compared to the fear of saying the wrong thing or receiving even one negative response.

Excepting new experiences can lead to exciting things!

One of those tasks to push myself into things was writing this blog, which I have found a completely exciting, new and fun experience!

I don't know how I've done it but I reached 250 blog views which I was quite proud of seeing as I've got readers from all over the world.

I love this blog and as soon as I'm on the summer holidays I'll try to blog daily, with some more fashion style OOTD posts and some lifestyle posts of my activities where I try to fill the extended summer.

If any of you guys want some help in trying to overcome confidence issues like I am trying to do, please e-mail me as I would love to here what you are up too to try and become more confident!

My e-mail is: loza08@btinternet.com

Please comment below if you have experienced any of these feelings!

Thanks!